February 2012
2 posts
6 tags
"Why I love religion, and Jesus."
As for religion, I love it. I have it because Jesus rose from the death and won. I believe that when Jesus said, ‘It is finished,’ His religion had just begun.
January 2012
11 posts
4 tags
It’s great to love church, but why do so many people have so much pride for their churches? That still doesn’t make sense to me. Who cares about church…as long as you’re following Christ in 50 years, that’s all that matters. Don’t get me wrong, church is a great place, and I love being there, but having so much pride for church doesn’t sit well with me.
“If someone ventures a word with you, will you be impatient? But who can keep...”
– Job 4:2-7
'Do not worry'
Finally going back to Ithaca tomorrow, and today is the last day at home but I’m stuck inside because of all the snow but I guess that’s alright because I just want to bum around the house and watch television and whatnot. I finished all my packing, so that’s exciting! Hmm, so many mixed feelings but I guess I’m just honestly scared to see what God has in store for me this...
meekaylahh:
How could I expect things to go my way when I’ve been running away from You? But still, I know that You have incredible plans for me.
Not knowing is the worst but if it's God, then...
I want everything to go back to how it used to be. Maybe I should just stop thinking about living my life when I was in high school, but I guess I need to stop surrounding myself with those things and people. I don’t know where I want to be right now. I don’t want to be here, and I don’t want to be in Ithaca, I just want to go to an exotic island and have no one worry about me...
December 2011
4 posts
new.
I am ready for a new semester. Full of new people. Lord, help me.
November 2011
1 post
Prayer works. Never. Give. Up.
Remember all those posts I would write about my brother? How I felt like he has never loved me or cared about me. Well, the past 12 years, I have been praying for him and for our relationship. 12 YEARS. And guess what? It might have not been my time, or anyone’s time but it was God’s time! Prayer works. It gives us hope. Prayer is everything. God is everything. He shows His love even...
September 2011
6 posts
I really don’t know how to feel at the present moment. I like you to the point where I don’t want to give up on you at all but then again…what am I doing with myself? I’m a freakin college student who is still in her high school mindset. I’m just a horrible hypocrite. I miss all these people back home and I constantly want to talk to them but I know they don’t...
Just kidding. I don’t miss Rockland at all.
the physsss kidssss
I miss Sheryl, Hyo, Mikaela, Yonghoon and Dennis so much.
The fact that I still miss high school is really sad. I’ve become one of those people that I used to talk about…those people that keep living out their high school lives because it was too good to remember. And now, I absolutely hate it. How is everyone adjusting and having fun while I’m still here moping around? It just doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. I know college is...
5 tags
August 2011
2 posts
7 days.
I don’t want to leave for college. Never did, and I still don’t. Yes, I sound like a little kid complaining but the fact that today was my last Sunday at church before college REALLY made me think that I love this place so much and I love how everything is at this point. Yes I know, college is supposed to be the best years of your life and once the first 2 weeks are over, then...
July 2011
18 posts
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAH PRECIOUS ANNAY TAO
<3
Oh boy. How much I hate everything right now
“Trust and hope in God, and you will not be dry in the times of a drought.”
– Jeremiah 17: 7-8 (via stephaniesearches)
stephaniesearches:
I hunger for You. I desire You about anything else in this world. My very being burns to know you more. I will seek You with all that I am, and Your praise will forever be on my lips and within my heart and soul, my King.
THE LANGUAGE BARRIER IS KILLING ME
There really is nothing to talk about with my cousins. When I was talking to him yesterday, he spoke to me in broken English and he could understand me perfectly fine. The ONLY time that we both knew exactly what the other person was talking about was when we talked about calculus and physics. Since it’s the same thing in every single country and since he’s in engineering student. Not...
“For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is...”
– 2 Corinthians 3:17 (via stephaniesearches)
COME ON
Why can’t I just get what I want this ONE time.
I have this HORRIBLE feeling in my stomach/gut and...
I can’t even eat properly =/
mother tongue
So my aunt, uncle and cousin are staying here for a week. They’re from India and then they’ll stay at Christine’s house and then they’ll stay at John’s house…that whole procedure. I really hate the language barrier. I hate the fact how I still can’t speak my mother tongue language, and it bothers me that they don’t know English too well either....
June 2011
8 posts
what is wrong with me
I can never let small, minuscule things go. But then again, I do have a legitimate reason to be upset. Even if you guys don’t understand…I do. I mean, let’s be real here…this is Jensey we’re talking about. If you knew me well enough (WHICH YOU ALL DO) then you wouldn’t have done that :( So yeah..the fact that you all know me, you should have known that I take...
I'm up at 4am..
YAAAY.
“All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD...”
– 1 Samuel 17:47
ermmmskis
Honestly, I can’t believe I feel this way about you. Something is seriously wrong with me. As much as I just want to forget everything and swallow my pride, I just can’t. And I really have no idea why. YOU’RE the older person, you should learn to just freakin swallow your pride and apologize in this situation because let’s get real, I haven’t done anything wrong. You...